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journal entry 1.25.19

I’m spiraling. I cannot think straight, only about how cozy a coffin would be this time of year. Or how inviting it sounds to drink some warming booze and follow it with a handful of pills so I could finally sleep and sleep and sleep. I am not home anywhere. I feel alone. ...

she is beautiful

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four white walls

I crave these four white walls. I crave the same breaths and beats day after day so that maybe One day I will understand the deeper meaning Or maybe even, the Answer.   I feel trapped here- the most familiar feeling Because when I leave, I am also ...

starlight

I can’t see very many stars at night here They are all blurred out by the clouds with a pinkish blue hue Like a healing bruise, But it never does heal.   The sea sucks up any remnant of starlight and tosses it between waves. Sometimes, when I am ...